Throughout my years of living with my parents I’ve developed a “closeness” with my sister Porsche. We did everything together. We shopped together, we went out together, we got our nails and feet done together, we joked around together, we played games together, and much more together . Even though we are 6 years apart from each other. That didn’t seem to matter though. Porsche and I would get in alot of fights and arguments, but by the end of the day we’ll be fine again. We have the best sister relationship ever! Well... Until my other sister Tammie came along to live with us. That’s when things start falling apart.
Even though I love both my sister’s so dearly I get jealous of the relationship they have. It seems as if Porsche has a better relationship with Tammie than she does with me! Now they do everything together that me and Porsche always did. It seems as if Tammie is replacing me in some sort of way. She is getting more attention from Porsche than I am , maybe once in awhile Porsche will show me some attention but it’s nothing like before Tammie came. Sometimes it feels like I’m invisible to Porsche. For example: We would be in the car and porsche would be driving, Then she’ll ask what we would want to listen to and usually i would say “put in rihanna” but Tammie would say something else, so Porsche would put the cd that Tammie wants to listen to and ignore whatever I said that I wanted to listen to.
Ever since Tammie has been here, me and Porsche would get into more arguments than usual. It’s like every single day we would argue, and I’m just tired of it. So now everytime we argue I just walk away because it’s probably over something stupid anyways. Maybe once in awhile I would lose it and start yelling, but that would be very rare if that happens. Me and Porsche’s relationship is breaking apart peice by peice, bit by bit, clump by clump … whatever you want to say, but either way I know I’m going to lose my sister in a matter of time.
I honestly think if I tell Porsche that I don’t like the way she’s acting towards me that she would change the way she’s acting. Who am I kidding? She’ll probably just deny the fact that she’s acting different! Or she would probably just be stubborn about it and make unnecessary remarks. It’s a shame how much people change when they are around certain people. That is the number one thing that annoys me! So basically I’m annoyed everyday because of this one situation that has so many problems to it.
Enough about Porsche though, We should move on to the real problem... Tammie. She thinks she know EVERYTHING! If you say something that she think is “wrong” she will correct you, and if you prove her wrong she will have a stupid look on her face! I love it when she has that stupid look on her face, it’s hilarious! We have our moments when one moment I love her and the next I can’t stand her. I know it sounds harsh but it’s the truth and sometimes the truth hurts. Another thing about her is that she is too lazy! She doesn’t do anything and her excuse is always “because I’m pregnant”. For example if she needs something from downstairs in the basement she ask me to get it and I tell her I’m not her maid so she can go get it herself ‘because she has two feet that works perfectly fine. And she always says that lame excuse or “I can’t go down those stairs I might fall!” So me, being the person that I am I say oh well and walk away. Like I do to all of my problems.
So now you see what I go through, but it’s alright because I’m going to fix that before it gets to the point where I just can’t take it anymore.I’m going to tell both of them how I feel and not care one bit about what they are feeling or what they have to say about it.Things are about to change around my house! Well, hopefully...
